I have been very depressed lately and know that I need a change. Today is the first day in months I even want to get out of bed in the morning and the reason is to write this, my second blog. I know, lame, right? I had just gotten on Facebook a couple months ago, reconnected with old friends, and became addicted to some games. As my depression deepened, I was thinking that LESS internet might be the solution... but now, I'm thinking MORE internet! I like it, it makes me happy, and one day, it may be the source of my income.
Nine months ago, I changed everything a person can possibly change about themselves and things seemed like they were going well. I moved far away, got divorced, got a new job, lost a lot of weight, got a dog, quit smoking and drinking, and many other things. I am still not quite sure what happened, but after a few months, I somehow ended up back in the same miserable state I was in before I made all the changes.
I am determined to and I must find the way to a better life. I refuse to live this way anymore. The first step I am taking is to express my desire for a better life to the universe through this blog. I have hope and faith that the answers I am seeking will come.
Kim
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