So, today, I am trying to be chill and mellow. I should totally be enjoying my life. It's fantastic... unless you're me (inside my own head). I am free, kind of. I don't have a husband, kids, a job. Today, for example, I woke up around 11:30. I went online for a while, then raked the back yard. I raked tumbleweeds and thorny brush. It's kind of weird being in the southwest in December when it's snowing back east where I used to live. They have about 6 inches of snow on the ground right now. So, the weather is fantastic here and the mountains that I can see anytime from my window are beyond magnificent. I have the best little dog to love and I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. I made dinner and played Facebook games. I am only awake for about 5 hours of daylight, since it gets dark around 5 pm now. So, that's a little glimpse into a day in the life of.... It doesn't feel right. It seems like I should be doing something. I can't enjoy this at all.
Kim
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